You came into my life like a breath of fresh air,
Lit up my world and for me you cared.
It was so beautiful in the beginning this new found light,
It rejuvenated my life and gave me a reason to fight.
But soon the same thing happened like I always fear,
I started acting crazy thinking my light would disappear.
I tried so hard to hold on to you doing all things necessary,
For I feared if you left, a little part of my soul I’d have to bury.
I poured my heart out to you and cared for you deeply,
Little did I realise I was writing the end to our story so neatly.
Amidst all this my insecurity took over,
For I always thought you’d never pick me for as long as you are sober.
I’ll describe for you my situation and tell you why I did what I did,
Sometimes I feel it would have been better if my feelings for you I kept hid.
I thought my relationship with you was similar to that of the earth and sun,
The former wouldn’t exist if the latter stopped to burn.
And soon when this light began to fade,
I believe it was a price to Karma for my actions I paid.
I don’t know what our future will be and all my hope is dead,
Cause I know you’ll go away the day I confessed.